Black or White?
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karasumaakaneWent to class today and we had another sub in Stockmyer's place. The only catch was that this sub is here to stay... >< Why?! Why does this happen to me!?!? I am starting to realize that good history teachers are rare jems. This sub was nervous, jumping around in subjects, not funny, and wouldn't be able to find his ass in broad daylight. I took this class specifically because Stockmyer was teaching it. Ugh, this sucks. Of course I am not the only one suffering here. Ami and Crissy are also in the class. Crissy is starting to hate him and Ami just seems to miss Stockmyer.
The funny part about this is that it's accurate. I love to lose myself in a movie - absolutely love it!
Am I really that scary? After the discovery in class I was expressing my anger about the situation and Ami ran away. She literally ran away. That... that's really sad and depressing. After the microburst of anger went away, I thought about how afraid Ami is of me and I couldn't help crying. Maybe I'm not meant to have real friends... I hope that's not true, but that is the only conclusion I keep coming to. I should probably sit on the other side of the room from now on so I don't ruin her classes. This sucks, but it's what I have to do.
After the bout of crying, I went to my conference with my Colloquia teacher. It was pretty straight forward and only took about 5 minutes. I told Mike (my teacher) that I was unsure about my 'special project' and he said I should consider turning something into the Maple Leaf again. I could do that - although I think I was in the last edition way too much.
I imagined the rest of the day would be a flop, cause it started out that way, but my last two classes went really well. I didn't screw up when demonstrating in front of the class and was fairly clear in my explanations. It was uplifting. Tomorrow we have a class at 1:30 - need to bring my judo top.
Hopefully, if Ami doesn't hate me already, we can install SP2 and save her poor internet. I hope it works. I saw that Hotaru learned how to use an LJ-cut; I'm so proud!!
If your dreams become farther if you turn and look back, will tomorrow be black or white?
Sleepless nights count against you
In a state of despair, you only get better at lying
You just stare at your swollen, red eyes in the mirror
You dream so much of winning, you can’t speak.
 | You scored as Sci-Fi/Fantasy. You scored Sci-Fi/Fantasy. Depending on the movie this might not deserve a "Congratulations", but you're interested in the future and imaginary worlds far from your own. You probably wish you could be somebody else, or live in one of the worlds from your favourite movies. Check out: Lord of the Rings, Spiderman, Star Wars, The Matrix.
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The funny part about this is that it's accurate. I love to lose myself in a movie - absolutely love it!
Am I really that scary? After the discovery in class I was expressing my anger about the situation and Ami ran away. She literally ran away. That... that's really sad and depressing. After the microburst of anger went away, I thought about how afraid Ami is of me and I couldn't help crying. Maybe I'm not meant to have real friends... I hope that's not true, but that is the only conclusion I keep coming to. I should probably sit on the other side of the room from now on so I don't ruin her classes. This sucks, but it's what I have to do.
After the bout of crying, I went to my conference with my Colloquia teacher. It was pretty straight forward and only took about 5 minutes. I told Mike (my teacher) that I was unsure about my 'special project' and he said I should consider turning something into the Maple Leaf again. I could do that - although I think I was in the last edition way too much.
I imagined the rest of the day would be a flop, cause it started out that way, but my last two classes went really well. I didn't screw up when demonstrating in front of the class and was fairly clear in my explanations. It was uplifting. Tomorrow we have a class at 1:30 - need to bring my judo top.
Hopefully, if Ami doesn't hate me already, we can install SP2 and save her poor internet. I hope it works. I saw that Hotaru learned how to use an LJ-cut; I'm so proud!!
Sleepless nights count against you
In a state of despair, you only get better at lying
You just stare at your swollen, red eyes in the mirror
You dream so much of winning, you can’t speak.
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